Fear!!

  Fear 

I have it  within me 

Fear of loosing my family

Fear of loosing my friends 

Fear of loosing my love

                             Fear of loosing my soul... 

 

Everytime I close my eyes 

I fear of loosing my love ones

I have a feeling burried inside on tons

can’t express it

But can feel it ....


Feeling of loosing someone

Someone I loved 

Someone I cherished 

Someone I cared 

Someone I bared 

For this long ..... 


Will there be any tomorrow??

Or this is the end.....

Hard for my soul to live 

Getting it heavier 

For the one, For the one who were so familiar


Wherever I go

Whatever I do 

I can see fear in people’s eyes 

Fear of loosing themselves 

And their loved ones 


I fear for those hands

Will they be strong enough

To carry a tomb of their loved ones

Will that body be strong enough 

To carry sorrow in their heart

Tear in eyes 

And Fear in their minds


Everytime I dream

I dream of bloodbath

Evertime I sleep 

I question myself 

Will there be any tomorrow 

Everytime I feel 

I doubt if I can feel anything later...







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