Ruza’s Diary

Angel’s world  🌎   🌑 Blinking her little eyes Moving her little finger She took all the heart away as the time flies, Never knowing what was in her tomorrow  Kept smiling and laughing on silly actions tho Happy in her dream world  Forgetting what was she told, Stopping her foot she realized  Colors of her dream turning BLACK AND WHITE, Panicked and run into the pain  Never found color of her world as the same, Felt a pain in her heart  Shattered in part and part  She screamed, cried in that dark  She, unknot was shot with arrow and a bow, Her eyes turning red  Face turning pale  Burning in a heart with a rage  As that no longer was her world  She was captured in a cage,  Angel saw her sky turning black  No longer with the stars and the moon  Shining in the dark,  Her fingers felt empty  Arms went cold  she ,No longer belong to fairy world Once I was her angel now she is mine.     ...

  Fear  I have it  within me  Fear of loosing my family Fear of loosing my friends  Fear of loosing my love                              Fear of loosing my soul...    Everytime I close my eyes  I fear of loosing my love ones I have a feeling burried inside on tons can’t express it But can feel it .... Feeling of loosing someone Someone I loved  Someone I cherished  Someone I cared  Someone I bared  For this long .....  Will there be any tomorrow?? Or this is the end..... Hard for my soul to live  Getting it heavier  For the one, For the one who were so familiar Wherever I go Whatever I do  I can see fear in people’s eyes  Fear of loosing themselves  And their loved ones  I fear for those hands Will they be strong enough To carry a tomb of their loved ones Will that body be strong enough  To carry sorrow in their he...

Oh! Yeah I believe that belief is believed in a way that it should be believed.... sounds typical right? Belief are like the hope in the darkness Belief is an emotion and very strong feeling from a mind in which trust or confidence is placed in some person or thing that it may ever exist or not but it is the biological phenomenon that is brought by mind that it exist that it may happen or that is happening. Belief , faiths these all are intentional although we don’t believe on that ,it is intentional but it is playful performance of one’s mind that don’t believe that beliefs are intentional. While  one thinks how things are or how we    think they are where the mind tries to fit the world. Belief is a day to day action where today I too believe on different kind of thing Belief? What’s that ? Where did it evolved from? Did someone created or it is we humans biggest creation ?  s around me. For instance today I should write about belief because I belie...

My first blog !! Yes, I am growing more excited inside my heart today to get into the world totally different and  unexperienced before. It gives me immense pleasure knowing that now all my thoughts and ideas or I can say my personal feeling or opinion relating to life or any different subject or i have debated on till now , I can post it as my blog. Sharing my first feeling here as a blog makes me feel that I am here now in a different world. it was never like that i haven't hang on internet for hours but never thought and got a idea of presenting myself and my views in the form of blog. I think that finally I can express myself among people. I can share my feelings. Now i amn't lonely anymore. YES!! I HAVE GOT A FRIEND.